blackvelvetroses

Crushed

Very disappointed.
Couldn't concentrate in class, grades plummeting like air jet.

It could only get worse, absobloodylutely sure of that.

posted by freakout @ 8:38 PM 0 Comments

Pouring coins

I’ve gone too far to turn it back

Couldn't resist stepping into Times today when I was at Plaza Sing restocking craft materials for Teachers' Day. Saw this book that I really really wanted.

Alright now, the book cost 17 bucks and i've got only a ten and a two dollar notes. What's demented was that I literally fished out all the coins I had in the coin compartment and realised I've got only 16.9 bucks. Sweet, superb luck I've had today. In the end found a measly 10 cent coin stuck in the corner of the other compartment.

Uh so, brought the book and the 2 notes, clenching onto the handful of coin to the counter. Basically, the lady behind the counter, not to mentioned 4 other customers behind the queue had their eyes boring onto me as I release the grip and at least 40 coins fell onto the table which half of them contains tiny weeny bronze 5cent coins.

The lady called for assistance (can you believe it?!?) and both of them started counting the coins and told me it was short of 15 cents and asked, "Do you have an extra 15 cents?"

Call me pathetic, but I don't.

In the end, it was found squashed under the book.

So, in short, what I'm trying to say here is that:
I basically had the most mortifying day of my life.

By the way, managed to keep myself awake throughout lessons for the first time since school reopens. :D YAY

posted by freakout @ 9:19 PM 0 Comments

Big City Dreams

A Lifetime of your crushes and broken dreams.
I'm still trying to figure that out but meanwhile ...

If you haven't notice already, I actually bothered to change my skin. I think this look better doesn't it? The flamboyant colours and everything, pretty much create the appropriate ambiance.

I'm really anticipating the coming September holidays. Aye, lets see ... Lunch date with Shreya at New york New york! , trips down to Kinokuniya/libraries, Gossip Girl Season 2. Those lil' stuff that could get my heart palpitating like god knows what. And of course, judging from my grades these days, i'll probably have to draw out some study plans that i'll neglect in the end.

HAHA, pity they don't have an award for the biggest procrastinator of the year.

No really, I remembered once, I told myself at 10am: "I'll use the net for 2 hours and proceed to the stupid Chinese essays. Get it over and done with."

At 1230, "I'll finish looking up this song first" ... and ended up checking out all the rest of the artists on myspace.

1500 ...

1600 ...

1700 ...

Wrote my fist word at approximately 1730.

Whatever, I'm pretty much used to it, although it isn't very healthy isn't it?
Anyway, wna thank Jenny for the Ultraviolet mp3! Spent at least an hour searching for it and damn torrent (my last resort) can't even make me happy.

Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging! Think I've read the book 3/4 years ago. My memory of the plot's pretty vague cept' the fact that the words "sex god" appeared at least a hundred times. How Georgia's mind worked, I haven't got a clue.

YAY, think i'll go and read up some SS, attempt a couple of trigo-call-me-a-nightmare questions and study Chinese vocabs for tomorrow's test (gags)

Like, that's ever gna happen ...

posted by freakout @ 8:26 PM 0 Comments

Fast Times At Barrington High

Because no matter where you run, you just end up running into yourself.
- Paul Vajak, Breakfast At Tiffany


Their new album is pretty good I must say.
Especially ...
Automatic Eyes
About the Girl
Rumored Nights :D




Alright, gna start doin' some filing for maths.
Damn my luck D:

posted by freakout @ 9:30 PM 0 Comments

Ultraviolet

That fire you ignited
Good, bad and undecided
Burns when I stand beside it
Your light is ultraviolet

I LOVE THIS SONG SO SO SO MUCH
and all I need is the mp3 file D:

posted by freakout @ 9:21 PM 0 Comments

Tag replies

5 August
Jon: Yup, all done!
Jolene: I've no idea too, more organised perhaps? I just need a reason to do so.

7 August
Ziqin: Linkin Park's alright. Do love a couple of songs out of their new album though.
Jiayu: YUP, him! How do you know :D

9 August
Weijie: I know, did some catch up today didnt we? Any events coming up?
Wenhui: Those dudes are a bunch of bad influence babe. Ah, how could you ...
Jolene: Tell Zuxiang to promote me. Junior ranking is shitzx.

10 August
Jon: Maybe a little of both?
Germaine: Hey there :D

12 August
Xinhao: I did, buy me some time, Ugh.
Ryan: GG's nice lah. "Damn that mother-chucker" Woots, gotta love Blair.
Kristal: Got that from the BD preface. Thought it was cool and downright true. (:

13 August
Jolene: Thanks babe, you know I love you :D
NIL: You wont be so lucky next time man. You and ...

14 August
Ziqin: Yup, it's kinda confusing but you'll get use to it.
Weijie: Bad cheeky weijie, did such a bad deed and never get guilty HA.

15 August
Meixin: Like always ...

16 August
Ziqin and Jon: I'll do that i i've the time, but chances are almost zilch.

18 August
Jeremy and Wenhui: I think my board have become some interaction/ communication line between both of you. :D It's heartening to know ...

posted by freakout @ 10:19 PM 0 Comments

I'm back on full swing

I know I haven't been updating, I can't promise it'll get better but i'll try here and then. So firstly, let me give you people a big wet sloppy kiss for keeping the board alive :D

Oh i'll update the picture blog some time later.

And thanks Jenny for the adorable mechanical pencil.
She's officially my personal Santa now :D

School's been tough. Am still dozing off in class, it's a whole lot better cuz I did try very hard to reserve those heavy-eyelids moments in transition periods. But still ... Results hadn't been excellent either. Gna flunk the frigging physics mock SPA for certain and then , there's the Biology test. Ugh.

End-of-years are coming. I always thought I put my grades and studies on top of the list. Apparently, I'm probably having second doubts now.

Uh, so many things to do, so little time ...
Speaking of which, there's these whole lot of chick flicks I'm so gna catch! Dates people?

Out in Theatres, what's needed now is time and guts

13 November 08, Never missed any of Emma Roberts' film

18 December 08, Really anticipating this one. HOT British accents !

25 December 08, this one too! :D Heard that it may be released 3 weeks earlier than planned.

And rumours says that Half Blood Prince'd been pushed back to next summer?

posted by freakout @ 9:43 PM 0 Comments

Life sucks, and then you die

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAURA & CLARA!
Haha, though Laura refuses to tag, I know she's reading this.
Bad Jenny gave her spoilers today :D Aww, what's worse than knowing who Jacob imprinted on?

Busy! Busy! Busy!
School work's plummeting, and hell knows why I'm staying in for movies on weekdays.
Not to mention going shopping for books and mags.
Alright, I really have to do the damn titration worksheet which I don't have the slightest clue how to ... , finished up maths and start Biology revision already.

But first, I think I'll need just a teeny weeny 5 mins to swoon over my Greek god :D
Go figure out yourself before I bore you will the whole celebrity talk.

Will update and reply tags some other time. Love you people (:
Shit, it's already 9 -friggin 42

posted by freakout @ 9:24 PM 0 Comments

Unintended, Muse

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

posted by freakout @ 12:17 PM 0 Comments

Checkmate

Boohoo. I hate school. I know, I bet you do too.
Finishing Breaking Dawn's first on my list. 500+ pages more to go!
Like how I ditched revision of Emaths test yesterday night and stayed in just to finish up the first few chapters. That's why to summarize today's test in a word, I wouldn't have a pretty wide range of it.

But you know, I actually feel nonchalant about it. And that's what's really killing me inside. I would have prefer myself to be paranoid in any case.

Oh, by the way, I'm officially an active member of ACLC :D
Betcha don't know what it is, its - top secret.
This teaches teachers not to be mean to students.

Picture blog's officially up. Will probably update more often than how I treat this shit blog here

Last note, Cam Gigandet (James) is too hot to play the villain.
It's all wrong ...

posted by freakout @ 9:13 PM 0 Comments

Truth that matter

Removed the previous gossip girl videos from the blog cuz it's really bugging me when I first opened the window and there these 2 big fat boxes, hell unsightly. But anyway, to begin with, I doubt hardly anyone bothers to watch it.

But really, "Damn that mother-chucker!" I like it, that's so Blair.

Ah, I wna go Singfest so badly ... but I'm pretty broke already. A hundred and fifty bucks, if only time machine would bring me back to two months ago :D Think I've really spend twice as much these couple of months. But Simple Plan and Melee's gna be there!

Oh, and I've just checked the pre-ordered forms and realised that BD would only be released in Singapore on the 4th and not tomorrow. So much for the weekend anticipation, ugh.

Kay, I really need to finish up some stupid physics questions.
By the way, picture/mobile blog's already done.

http://www.bringontheshackles.blogspot.com

No point visiting yet cuz it's practically blank. But it should be up in a couple of weeks' time.

posted by freakout @ 10:37 PM 0 Comments