Going down the steps
To have mug like shit yet getting horrendous results at the end of the day due to that killer paper's alright. I think can manage that.
But to have mug like shit yet getting horrendous results due to a couple of silly careless mistakes is
unforgivable.
I feel like I've changed into someone I don't recognise, in a negative way. I get so obsess with studies, and getting so god damn sensitive about my grades and such. Normally I would be blown over within seconds about the appalling grades but now, it's a different story altogether. It's actually pretty strange, cuz the more time I spend on my studies, the lousier my grades are. On top of that, I'm already on the verge of losing confidence in what I thought was my forte.
I've considered blogging about less cynical stuff, but not today.
It shall get better
Late Walk
I know, I promised pictures, but I'm plain lazy luh.
6 more days :D
First connection
First a nudge, follow by a word and ends with a name.I LOVE 3 BENEVOLENCE :D
Seriously, I've never feel this way. The class spirit, the unity -
all's new yet familiar. Maybe 1/2
diligence hasn't made me feel this way with all the visible cliques and stuff. I don't know, there's something fatal about them. But really, I'm touched, in a positive way.
So yeah, we did lots of posters, 2 flamboyant banners and 648
flyers! And yes, Laura, Clara and I counted them out of boredom. But I really enjoyed myself. Especially the last three days. Tomorrow's
gna be great, atmosphere's
gna be hell lively and all, it has to be. I'm lazy to upload the photos but Jen has them in her blog. But
i'll take lots tomorrow, I promise.
Anyway, the midyears are drawing nearer. Seriously, it seems only yesterday when they announced it's going to be in a month's time. And I've started on nothing yet alright. And there's plenty of tests next week so ... Anyway, I'll really have to pull up my socks from now onwards because, I cannot screw midyears, yes even
chinese.
I guess I'll be away from blogging for awhile.
I don't know why, but I'm still clinging onto the end of the thread that holds the very last hope.
Tension
Jeez, how many times must I humiliate myself 'front of -----
Undone
Forget about the butterflies in my stomach. We're talking about frigging stamping elephants hereMiss
Lim saves the day, really. She has helped me with all those insane moment problems today and thank god I can manage a couple of them now. She must have been really patient
cuz' I'm the kind of student
that when you repeat the same thing for the millionth time, I probably still give you the screwed up look that screams " Thanks, but help, I still don't get it"
Clove has been acing really strange, I must say. It's like he's in this hibernation process or something close. Most of his food and water is left untouched and for 48 hours straight, I see him crouching at the same exact position. Man, I seriously miss
those noisy screeches on the wall of the tank.
I'm looking forward to the 21st of April! New episodes of Gossip Girl should be out by then (to hell with writers' strike) I heard the plot's
gna thicken and it's
gna get way bitchy and scandalous. Gosh, I tell you, I love this upper east side drama. I'm currently reading the novels now but it's not a good as the show. What's worse is that they portray Serena like this taboo slut which she is not okay! She's starting to grow on me, really. And there's this gay thing going on with one of the main characters (Let be chuck please, but I highly doubt it)
Ohh, wait till you hear this, the steamy affair between Nate and Vanessa. I swear I didn't see that coming.
Seriously, I'm
gna stop soon. This lousy keyboard of
mine's driving nutcase. I'm using extra strength to hit each damn key.
