Your legs must be tired cause you're running on my mind all night.
I wna thank the loves wholeheartedly for everything :D Jolene, Sherina, Florence, QianYun, Joyce, Yisheng, CheongJing, Weijie, Ruijing, Zuxiang, & Jingjie!
Thanks for the well-planned surprise birthday party you guys had thrown for me and I'm super touched okay! &I miss you peoeple lots, cuz' lessons are never the same without you people :D
I love you guys to bits!
One test after another this week, Uncountable with five fingers but ugh, already screwed two. Chinese was done horrendously with zilch hope cause I could hardly understand the comprehension. Man, I seriously need to pull up my socks and come to my senses that I actually had alot to catch up on.
Nuff said. I've started reading again since the halt at mid-December. three cheers alright? Was planning to visit Borders today to get myself a new journal and perhaps a couple of magazines but the rain decides my fate luh. It doesn't really matter in the end cause I was so exhausted that I plodded onto the bed first thing when I reached home.
For the first time in my life, I'm actually looking forward to Chinese Newyear. Nothing beats the 4days to get away from harsh reality. And the following Monday, I shall replenish my Scrapbook materials for Val's day!
Stupid, stupid crush. Mr McSweetness, I thought I'm through with you alr. Apparently not huh?
I'm back using the old computer which I hardly ever touch besides emergency but I can always make an exception. Right now, I'm getting alittle grumpy because it's working as slow as tortoise with leg cramps as it make its way to the finishing line.
I'm getting pretty psych out about everything. One friggin unnoticeable mistake you made and you'll had to stick it with it as long as it takes. I should have undo the knot possibly 2 years ago but no, I chose to fight on. Only to find myself flaked out when evading responsibility may be a better choice after all. Damn the scientists. How come they aren't smart enough to invent time machine? I feel terrible. I mean genuinely terrible.
I seriously need something to look forward to, somewhere where I feel a sense of belonging. Anything that is able to bring me back on the right track, allowing me to catch the slightest glimpse of hope.
Right now, all I wanted is to get out of this shit.
The title says it all. It's all about me and the meanie homework teachers gave. Plenty this week and preparations for literature quiz/presentation are no exception. If this goes on, I doubt I'll live this thing call life anymore.
On a lighter note, there's no Chinese assignments so I don't have to spend at least 2 hours staring a the blank composition pad waiting for inspirations to come by and another 2 hours rummaging my brain to do a good work and trying not to display my 10-years-old limited Chinese vocabulary.
I'm seriously gna improve my Chinese for the sake of O'level this year so that I'll still have a place for higher Chinese and call for a rejoice when I can finally get this whole thing out of my life. Nobody says you need 2 languages to survive. Basics are enough, just for the plain communication.
Lessons has been alright so far. We have a few decent teachers, a couple of firm ones and of course the type that urge you to sleep in class. (hint: physics) I don't know if it's the nature of the subject or the way he teaches but it totally bores me to tears. Timetable's changed again and no, I don't like it. We back off to the usual 4.15 on mondays and I can't afford to stock my scrapbook supplies anymore for double stamps.
Completed the whole season 1 of Gossipgirls already and now I have nothing to look forward to! The TV series has been amazing, well much better than the books I read 3 years ago. Alright, cancel out the s cause I gave up after reading the first book. Another absence of driving climax.
Got to run already. My left eye hurts and stupid Ryan has been spreading around that I wore eyeliner luh. Ha. I wish. I still have this thing for guys who have an affinity for eyeliner.
If I were to say that I'm trashed with homework, it'll be abit of an understatement because apparently, I'm certain that the amount of homework/tests/presentations given to us could form Singapore's new hill, if accumulated. Mind you, it's only the third day.
I think i'll be on hiatus for a while or maybe I'll drop by to blog once in a while. Right now, I'm hell busy and I doubt any of my daily-school rantings will interest you guys.
